Saturday, June 25, 2011

It was a night during the summer.
Me,
X,
Jobro,
Jobro's Girl,
Quantum,
Dwarf,
Andromeda,
We all drank.
Fucking heavily.
Killed a couple handles,
couple games of beer pong.
It was a fun night.
Someone mentioned to go swimming in the pool.
We didn't have bathing suits.
We stripped to our undies.
The guys eyed up X, and Jobro's Girl.
It was okay, i was drunk they were too
I'm happy they're happy,
just as long as no one
Pulls anything slick.
We come back in,
Everything starts to become
A blur
In memory.
I remember, falling asleep next to X, pitch black.
I start to get a little fresh,
Smiling, thinking of sex.
She's tired and half awake
I'm fresh with my eyes closed.

We Pass Out.

Morning.
X looks disheveled,
She's staring into distance
without many noticing but me.
She plays this face,
That i know to well.
The face that says help me,
help me,
help me.
We get outside, as we leave together.
She says.
Dwarf.
What?
He was grabbing at me last night.
My heart drops.
My stomach inverses.
What? Are you sure?
Her eyes started to get teary.
This is so fucked up.
Why does it always happen to me?
How do you know it was him?
I KNOW.
He walked over to me when you were asleep.
He didn't know i was awake.
And he grabbed at my chest and my ass.
He did it for a while.
I tried waking you, but you were passed out.
What? you know i was feeling you up a little,
Before i went to sleep.
I KNOW.
IT WASN'T YOU.
Dwarf,
Was a real nice guy.
He did everything for everyone.
Buys everyone food.
Drives anywhere.
Always took one for the team.
But he never did get laid.
It was the first time he really drank.
He looked at X,
with that lusty look.
X broke in tears.
I felt the pain of loss of a friend,
the anger grew far over in my mind.
Fuck You Fate.
Why didn't you scream?
When shit like that happens SCREAM.
FUCKING DO ANYTHING
DON'T LET THAT SHIT HAPPEN.
I tell Jobro, Jobro's Girl, Andromeda.
No way he could.
Me and X stop being around Dwarf.
1 year later,
Me and X breakup,
I hang with him,
I hold blind eyes.
I doubt X,
I doubt myself,
I think it was in her dreams.
But i'd never forgive myself if i doubted her.
if it was true.
I'd still fight for her.


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