Another Dimension

In the morning I have the best focus.
I should have drank a cup of coffee last night

The other dimension. Is a place I can't feel, I can't think into. Yet it still affects my life. I think the root to all my problems, is having almost everything I wanted for those 4 years with X. I got used to it. Love. And it took hold to everything I had in my life, and I guess I just never realized it. I don't feel it in my head, or consciously miss it with emotions. And I remarkably still don't regret the breakup, my morals are more important to me. I should not have been with X if i was looking at other girls and wanting to see what life with them would be like. I think i'm just in a super bad withdrawal. I got a slight bit of the depressing feeling this morning, I thought of what I had with X, and It lifted the feeling away. It felt good. If you asked me, do you want a girlfriend and love, i'd still probably say I don't know, but, I'm pretty sure once i find love again, i'll be normal. It'll be my cure.

So plan of action: Feeling Depressed? Think about what you had with X, What would you have been doing with X right now?

Assumption: Love for 4 years, it make take 4 years to fix its hole.