Focus.
The Cognitive Framework.
In another bout of my self-proclaimed craziness, I'm finding that I come across mental boundaries. Certain intangible things that is hard to grab hold on. I'm finding that stupidity and the pinnacle of social ability are coinciding. At least to my untrained eyes. I think of all the social butterflies i've ever met in my life. I'm wanting to believe that they're lack of anxiety is due to their lack of thought. The lack of thought of the "what if's." It makes me wonder if it is truly possible to be that social icon, without losing any thought. By being completely knowledgeable and understanding fears, and putting them aside for flawlessness.
Kryptonite was an example of why i feel social butterflies are empty minded. Kryptonite couldn't tell a single thing I was thinking. She couldn't tell a single thing anyone was ever thinking. She was always so, preoccupied with her life and the things in it. She never had the time of day to think about what another person was thinking. Everything else just meant so much to her, she had no room left to care for the "What if's." I remember I told her once upon a time I wanted to be like you.
I've never met a social icon who understands the "What if's" and still holds ground without losing an inch of territory representing metaphysical thought. The lack of consideration of "What if's" is the lack of ability to feel the anxiety it brings with it.
This makes me wonder. Do you really need to fully understand the "What if's?" Do you really need to know every possible outcome and unwillingly feel every horrifying result?
My mind is losing logic the more I go on, I'll be refreshed later.
I have a theory, sporadically strained through memories. That maybe, the pinnacle of personal social ability is produced through reflex. Reflex meaning, spontaneous action without thought. The event of acting out responses to social interactions not from thought, but from reflex. I've read that reflexes derive from the spinal cord of your body. I know it sounds strange, but it's rather interesting. Maybe, social reflexes derive from emotional events. Emotional events cannot be caused by thought can they?
I'm running scenarios through my head, for when I go to visit my cousin's house in celebration of Father's Day. (happy fathers day, dad. you won't hear this from me by word of mouth today, so I'll write it here.) I'm trying to imagine this new strategy of action by social reflex. I think that it may not be reflex now. I feel that it is, a clairty of mind that determines the height of social capability.
We know that Social Capability is negatively effected by anxiety or negative stress.
We know that Social Capability is positively effected by achieved goals or wants being met.
In positive effection, we do not think as much. We spend our brain power feeling the emotions of achieved goals. It is a taxless event, enjoying the emotions. It leaves our brain fully capable to analyze situations and produce the correct actions. This idea supports reflex.
In negative effection, we think too much. We spend our brain power trying to get rid of the negative feelings. It is very taxing. When our brain encounters situations, our brain power is divided into certain portions, one portion to alleviating negative emotions, the other to analyze and produce action from the current situation.
I think I feel the crazy overwhelming me right now. It feels like I can preceive the world when i'm high by choice. Well I can activate it, but i cant disable it.
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Maybe it's a combination, clarity and reflex. Clarity allows a pure undivided stream of thought, which would allow reflexes to take full control of the body. Reflexes are (now) subconsciously learned responses from experience. The reflex may also be an ability to rapidly analyze situations and have results without filters; Without unnecessary considerations. Maybe anxiety implants false considerations. Maybe misjudgement, is an indirect product of the fight or flight response. The increased awareness and metabolic action in the brain would cause an overflow of energy to think. Maybe, most the problems we encounter do not require much thought and that the un-proportional ability to solve a large problem for a little problem is where things go faulty. Maybe anxiety it disables our trust, in our selves. It forgets experiences, and imports theoretical ideas.
I'm trying to stop writing.
In another bout of my self-proclaimed craziness, I'm finding that I come across mental boundaries. Certain intangible things that is hard to grab hold on. I'm finding that stupidity and the pinnacle of social ability are coinciding. At least to my untrained eyes. I think of all the social butterflies i've ever met in my life. I'm wanting to believe that they're lack of anxiety is due to their lack of thought. The lack of thought of the "what if's." It makes me wonder if it is truly possible to be that social icon, without losing any thought. By being completely knowledgeable and understanding fears, and putting them aside for flawlessness.
Kryptonite was an example of why i feel social butterflies are empty minded. Kryptonite couldn't tell a single thing I was thinking. She couldn't tell a single thing anyone was ever thinking. She was always so, preoccupied with her life and the things in it. She never had the time of day to think about what another person was thinking. Everything else just meant so much to her, she had no room left to care for the "What if's." I remember I told her once upon a time I wanted to be like you.
I've never met a social icon who understands the "What if's" and still holds ground without losing an inch of territory representing metaphysical thought. The lack of consideration of "What if's" is the lack of ability to feel the anxiety it brings with it.
This makes me wonder. Do you really need to fully understand the "What if's?" Do you really need to know every possible outcome and unwillingly feel every horrifying result?
My mind is losing logic the more I go on, I'll be refreshed later.
I have a theory, sporadically strained through memories. That maybe, the pinnacle of personal social ability is produced through reflex. Reflex meaning, spontaneous action without thought. The event of acting out responses to social interactions not from thought, but from reflex. I've read that reflexes derive from the spinal cord of your body. I know it sounds strange, but it's rather interesting. Maybe, social reflexes derive from emotional events. Emotional events cannot be caused by thought can they?
I'm running scenarios through my head, for when I go to visit my cousin's house in celebration of Father's Day. (happy fathers day, dad. you won't hear this from me by word of mouth today, so I'll write it here.) I'm trying to imagine this new strategy of action by social reflex. I think that it may not be reflex now. I feel that it is, a clairty of mind that determines the height of social capability.
We know that Social Capability is negatively effected by anxiety or negative stress.
We know that Social Capability is positively effected by achieved goals or wants being met.
In positive effection, we do not think as much. We spend our brain power feeling the emotions of achieved goals. It is a taxless event, enjoying the emotions. It leaves our brain fully capable to analyze situations and produce the correct actions. This idea supports reflex.
In negative effection, we think too much. We spend our brain power trying to get rid of the negative feelings. It is very taxing. When our brain encounters situations, our brain power is divided into certain portions, one portion to alleviating negative emotions, the other to analyze and produce action from the current situation.
I think I feel the crazy overwhelming me right now. It feels like I can preceive the world when i'm high by choice. Well I can activate it, but i cant disable it.
--
Maybe it's a combination, clarity and reflex. Clarity allows a pure undivided stream of thought, which would allow reflexes to take full control of the body. Reflexes are (now) subconsciously learned responses from experience. The reflex may also be an ability to rapidly analyze situations and have results without filters; Without unnecessary considerations. Maybe anxiety implants false considerations. Maybe misjudgement, is an indirect product of the fight or flight response. The increased awareness and metabolic action in the brain would cause an overflow of energy to think. Maybe, most the problems we encounter do not require much thought and that the un-proportional ability to solve a large problem for a little problem is where things go faulty. Maybe anxiety it disables our trust, in our selves. It forgets experiences, and imports theoretical ideas.
I'm trying to stop writing.
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