Deterioration

I skip writing words. I sometimes just forget to.. put them down. I have the sentence built in my head. i think of it. i know i usually get the first word down. But than. something happens. I disappear from reality. And i skip through time like a stone on water. I feel the emotions in my head the sentence conveys, but.. when  i send what i write without checking, it's fucking indistinguishable.

I think something in my head snapped. from stress. from exhaustion. from alarm. from being close, to death.