Social shit:

I realized that i'm always very apprehensive when it comes to talking to my friends publicly. Theres just a crippling fear that overwhlems me. I then thought of my dreams of leaving to another country to start over and be whoever the hell i want to. I think i'm going to pretend that i am in another country right now. Be who ever the f i want and not care. and treat like i won't see anyone who hears me ever again when i return back home.