Get Down With the Sickness

So when i got drunk i had work in the morning.. I went to sleep around 4 woke up at 7 and felt like complete shit, still drunk.

I had 3 shots of tequila andd 3 beers.. not sure what. But anyway,

I spoke to one the nurses about me coughing, and i said that my cough was real bad that morning but i had it for 4 weeks. He gave me a funny look and he asked what color my sputum was and i said sometimes green, he told me i had an infection. WELL! he was right. I went to the er today with a fever of 103.8.. it went down drastically from the ibuprofen i was taking thank fully. It was at 100 by the time i got a room. I got hooked up to an IV which was awesome, it was my first. and now i'm still feeling like shit and everytime i cough or sneeze it feels like i'm ripping band aids off in my lungs.

The PA who saw me was ssssssssssssso f'n hot. She smiled at me a couple times when she noticed i was looking at her in the nursing station, she seemed about 24-26. I felt embarrassed when she told me to say "AWH" when she had that wood Popsicle stick in my mouth cause i hadn't brushed my teeth and i was coughing up all kinds of things. Wish i had some game.

Oh and apparently one of Africa's friends got fucked up. I'm not to sure what happened to him but her fb status said she was feeling empty. And everyone was saying Brody's name and how they all felt sorry for him and her and his family and what not. Now the a confusing thing is... she has a couple of friends named "Brody". I wonder if it was the Brody that told her that i said "we make out all the time".

Now if karma is real, I don't think he deserved what he got from what he solely did to me. I mean yeah he's a prick if his intentions were to bash on me but it sounds like he's in pretty bad shape. I want to say I hope he's alright, but I don't know the kid. I think I'm very cold. If hes a good kid and his heart is where it should be than I hope he's alright.

But i still think i'm pretty cold. We were told we were going to a terminally ill children's hospital at the end of our semester. Everyone gasped and looked sad. I felt nothing. Absolutely nothing. I guess it's because i don't really know kids very well. and the fact that i've never really bonded with a younger kid.. Well besides my ex-bestfriend's little brother whos like 7 now? So I have bonded... but I guess since i don't know what impending death is like, i don't really feel any relation or sympathy yet. Well see how it goes, i just hope nobody calls me a monster.