So when you move on, is it supposed to be as simple as to not think of that person ever again?
To control your thoughts so well that you don't ever have them cross your mind?
It's starting to feel that way just a little bit. But there has to be one huge thing first..
You just let it all out. Stop thinking. Stop telling yourself well maybe this is this and that is that. Or finding out ways how to just stop feeling the way you do. Just stop everything your doing and accept it. Maybe.
Thinking doesn't control your feelings. Thinking only controls the events that will control your feelings.
I've been self searching for far to long.
none of anything i wrote made sense right there. I'm sick of being scared.
Nothing will change the way I feel about her. Unless I change myself. And this cannot be done alone. I know desperately what I want. Just to speak to her. But will I be hurt? My heart stops me from thinking.
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