Right Rite Write.

Mind Dump: First let me say, I wonder if I'm becoming obsessive.

I can't get over why Fearless won't text me back. It's very confusing. Well not so much confusing as it is irritating. although i did leave it at (do you like me) "maybe." And she said she didn't want to hang out with me if I did.

I want to fucking figure her out. But if i pursued that idea I think I'd be crossing the line of liking her.

We don't get along in person.

I wish i didn't get rid of all the texts we had, it's uh.. hard to re-evaluate yourself without a transcript. The last thing I can remember us talking about was...

Our Protagonist: Hey whats up?

Fearless: nothing

Our Protagonist: Impossible you have to be doing something

Fearless: nothing!!!

Our Protagonist: lol well want to do something tomorrow?

Fearless: Can't I have class

Our Protagonist: Bummer ah k

Our Protagonist: Didn't know class was 24 hours long

Fearless: Well I have to babysit, drive friend to school, shower, get ready, homework, and class, I didn't know interrogations were 24 hours long!!?

Our Protagonist: blank-blank-blank. lol sorry! i didn't mean to go all Jack Bauer on you

Fearless: idk who that is

Our Protagonist: Lol he's that guy from that show 24...

Our Protagonist: I think he interrogates people I never really watched it

-end conversation-

It's brutal talking to her. I feel like I'm playing Russian roulette or something. Not to mention she's shit for talking about her life. I want to fucking get to know you, so let me? - is that statement one of friendship or attraction?

Role reversals:

If fearless was as Jobro:
I would not ask him about his life.
I would feel that I would be intrusive, which is rather annoying...
I would talk about things that would make us laugh, or that is generally interesting.

I'm tired. Fuck you Fearless. You're a shit friend if you're trying to be.