I just got home from college today. I spent the last 4 and a half hours talking with Fearless in the parking lot in front of the theater. We spoke about everything. Our lives, our families, what we do. I found out she's just as alone as I am. Almost just as isolated except I feel her situation to be worse than mine. Her only best friend is in college a couple hours away. She makes it seem like she has no one besides her. She drinks with her when she comes down or when she goes up. She's alone in a way I can't figure. I'm not sure if she told me, we talked about a lot in those 4 hours.
I love how different she is. Although I have to admit I cocked my head like a chicken a couple times trying to figure out why she did the things she did or says the things she does. After each little topic or so we talked about she would shout out "Next!" and give me a wide array of faces in the midst of conversation. I liked her quirkiness.
I don't know whether or not I'm trying to make her my girlfriend.. But I told her:
I like your hair
-smile, thank you!
I like how your different
-smile you and my mom both do, like just you two
Told her how I called her Fearless in le blog. "because your not afraid of who you are and you just don't give a shit and just be you."
-That's like the nicest thing anyone has ever told me
Read the part when I first met her
-That's like a song...
I told her as we left that I hope this wasn't the last time we'd hang out. I really wanted to show her this movie 1408, the scariest movie i'd ever seen. gotta sleep nights
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