I just got clearance from me mum. I can go see a psycholgist now, I'm drunk atm while writing. God theres so much to fucking go through in life isnt there>? I feel like shit. I think i'm far too sensitive for anything in the world. I always over react. I'm always far to much in everythign t odo anything. FUCK!
Don't you just wish there was something out there. Excuseme someone out there for you who understood you and felt exactly the way you do. Who thinks like you. Who feels like you. who talks like you. Who understands your every move. God damn where the fuck are you,. I miss someone understanding me. I miss you Xall of the sudden. This is the first time i have. I need someone who understands me.
Girl, i hope you're there tomorrow. I plan on asking fi you want coffe and trying to initiate in some form of conversatin. HOPEFULLY i'm not completely fu king retarded and anti social. aaa yahknow?!
Iron and wine you've saved my life. I want to kill my self again. Life feels ike a fucking bipolar roller coast.ert.
My eyes are burning out of my skull and my skin feels detatched. i'm becoming more inhuman by the day. I hope my life doesnt fall apart like i feel it is. I feel like my social skills are getting better but tit's like i'm not accepting it. Like i act appropriately cause it makes me feel good but it doesnt really satisfy me to where i need it to.. The outside is stable, but the inside is slowly deteriorating at an impressive rate. maybe i shouldn't speak when i'm drunk.. Maybe i should realize:
EVERYtHING IS AS WE MAKE IT.
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