Fucking Functionality.

I just realized i've been fucking running my mind so crazy and been able to think so much about whatever because i wasn't really giving a shit about anything i was doing. I saw most my actions to be pointless. Now with direction, I find my mind coming to a wall where i cannot think past where i want it to.

Fearless's Indication:

Our protagonist: Hey what's up

Fearless: Babysitting you

Our protagonist: Debating nap vs walking my dog lol

3-5 mins past

Our protagonist: Baby sitting my distant family again creep?

Fearless: Yup

Our protagonist: Hm can I ask you something?

Fearless: What

Our protagonist: I don't remember what your answer was when I asked you a week ago if you have social anxiety.. Do you? Have it that is

Fearless: Idk i don't remember you ever asking

Our protagonist: Lol I did well do you?

Fearless: Idk

Our protagonist: Oo.. How come if you don't care me to ask?

Fearless: Why does it matter if I have it or not and how am I supposed to know anyway

Our protagonist: It doesn't matter at all if you have it or not, I was just curious to see if I could help you or idk.. you help me because I think I do. And it should be easy to tell

10-20 minutes later

Our protagonist: ...why don't you ever answer back sometimes? I mean there.. I'm sorry if i annoyed you I didn't intend to.

Fearless: Cus theres nothing to say

Our protagonist: Hm I guess there isn't. But I wanted to know if you thought you had it, could have at least answered my question. Kinda is offensive when you don't respond. It makes me think you find it irritating talking to me.

Fearless: I said I don't know cus I honestly don't know and I dont answer back half the time cause i'm busy

Our protagonist: Lol well you could just say you are busy or whatever your doing.. Like I seriously thought you hate me

Our protagonist: Err not hated but more found me to be irritating

Fearless: I dont

Our protagonist: Good to know. So fn txt back jerk and not to mention it's rediculously hard to have a conversation with you that you'd want to have without knowing your opinion on what i said

Fearless: What are you talking about

Our protagonist: Likee half the time I say anything about anything you don't ever say What you think so I take it you don't want to talk about anything I do

Fearless: Cus I dont like to talk about anything. What do you wanna know

Our protagonist: Well why don't you like to talk about anything? And I do'nt mean this in an offensive way.. But what are you inhuman!?

Fearless: I dont talk cus you keep asking so many questions

Our protagonist: Ah.. shit. well i'm sorry. I really don't mean to be like that. I'm still trying to figure out how to talk to people

-end conversation-

My greatest problem: Extending my efforts without knowing the finish line was about 3 miles back. I need to know when to shut the fuck up.

15 minutes past
-start conversation-

Fearless: You Shouldn't figure it out. How you do it is how you do it

Our protagonist: Yeah well if how i do it annoys people than i'm pretty sure i'm shit out of luck

..bitch haha