It feels great! I wanted to do so for so long. I started to see in myself that I always did what others want in hopes that they'd give back. But recently i just said fuck it. Or more appropriately fuck you and what makes you happy. I'd leave hangs in conversations i don't like and don't say anything with i have nothing to say at all..
Eh that's really shitty way of explaining it all but whatever i'm feeling good.
Fearless is annoying as fuck to talk to and I don't know if i can be friends with her. But i'm probabbly wayyy to quick to judge. But every time i talk to her she just never responds.. Whatever. I wanted to thank her for talking to me about social anxiety but i feel like she wouldn't give two shits about it. But i think thats good, because i'm still losing my feelings for her. And if anyone should know, i should know it best; losing feelings is a long complicated and fucked up process.
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