Good Reasons to hate people.

Not knowing how to tell you something that you should change in a humorous way.
I do this
Not accepting anyone for who they are.
I do this

I'd like to continue but atm i'm going to focus on playing while singing santeria. my baby.

THIS IS A BREAK IN THE PATH!

FEARLESS! has responded:

do you hang out with me cus you like me?

[Instant reaction: Well there goes my last hopes of a girlfriend, it's okay i shouldn't have one right now anyway; but i'm still a tad bit hurt. But hey when you get burnt so bad your nerves will eventually turn to ash wont it?]

Our Protagonist:
Maybe I wish I could be more direct than that but i'm not really sure what I want right now lol
I'm sorry I'm just super crazy right now I'm pretty sure you don't like me though if you're worried I think that

FEARLESS!
Ok same. Like I just didn't wanna keep hanging out if you liked me like that and I wasnt sure if I felt the same way ya know?

Our Protagonist:
Kinda. Lol but it's whatever

FEARLESS!
What?

Our Protagonist:
Nothing it's alright

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So would Fearless like to know what i meant by kinda?

POST ANALYTICAL DISSECTION:

Ok (acceptance of the fact) same (You feel alike I do; you have similar feelings toward my overall general statement{I might like you, but I'm in a weird position in life so I'm not sure if I should take it further.}). Like (unclear yet related description following this point.) I just (showing emphasis in a single condition as to make all other supportive reasons negligible {at this point in time.} to not insight feelings of pain. ) didn't wanna keep hanging out if you liked me like that (equivalent to: i don't want to hangout with you if you want a relationship ) and I wasnt sure (adding ambivalence as to make unclear the previous statement and trying to make me feel better about your next. )  if I felt  the same way (you wrote these 6 words with intent to say the opposite, but it's okay. I'll have you know I'm fluent in rejection.) ya know?(Seeking clarification if i understood what you just wrote. Seeking clarity, you probably wrote those last words in what could be an unstable bout of emotion. However I'm not sure if you thought it through well enough.)


Well I do know. I know what you meant absolutely, but what you did tell me wasn't what you truly wanted to say. So your statement made no sense especially when you say "Ok same."

Thusly,
        Kinda. But it's whatever.