I'm realizing that I'm feeling in such a shit mood because I'm constantly focusing on poor turning of events. Constantly thinking of worst case scenarios and focusing on the pain it'll bring.
I'm starting to get some social life going on and I'm absolutely loving it. I love my friends and would do anything for them. But I don't know if they'd call me a friend. Hm.
Adrina showed me something her boyfriend wrote, and it was nothing short of fucking spectacular. She also showed me some of her poetry and it was really.. I can't find the words on how to describe it. It was more then entertaining, more than refreshing. It was on a farther level of pleasing. I'm racking my brain to figure out a good description. Ah I don't want to burn out, anyways. It was really inspiring reading their writing. I used to write well, now I think I'm nirvana- half the man I used to be. I'm going to try writing something, i'll put it up soon as it's ready.
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