Decency.

3 quarters predicted my fate today. I flipped for answers and advice. I was two-face and I must say I love his theory. Prior to school today I asked a series of questions to quarter flips, and all predicted truthfully today. Fate I love you, I hope this is a way of communication between us. I truly appreciate it.

Africa dipped out on studying together today, it was somewhat expected but I didn't want to believe it until it happened. I than subtly and spitefully asked her for Bell's number (determined by a quarter). I wanted to believe it made her jealous. I know she gets to be easily. Bell is in my clinical class for this semester and she seems pretty awesome thus far. I'm not too attracted to her physically but I'm liking her personality. I hope I don't hurt her. Africa and Bel mentioned coming in today together so I figured I'd try to study and get to know her better. My intentions with her I don't know yet, but curiosity is rising.

IOI's (oh how silly the game makes me)
She happily accepted my offer for teaching her gambling games
She asked if I was coming down the night of our convention and seemed excited when i said yes
She said good bye to me twice when leaving, and said my name.
She told me she'd be at school on Monday to study if i wanted to join her.

txting game: First time I speak to her directly via phone.

Hey it's **** from nsg, decide if your studying today? (indicator that I indirectly paid attention to her schedule yesterday)

Yea i've been at the library for a couple hours...u? (seeking if i'd be joining her)

Lol nice yeah I just got here I'm heading to study room to review some power points and what not. What are you doing in library? (Told her I'm going to be doing my own thing, not indicating at all I'd be joining her. I than sought validation for spending my time in library with her.)

looking at the slides reading and making notecards (Loss of enthusiasm and remade the text from anxiety and misjudgments, noted by lowercase first letter.)

Hmm! I might stop by see what's up depending if your note cards are awesome (setting a bar, further seeking validation for me to spend time with her.)

3 minutes past.

I'm not too far w them haha...but i'm in the back off to the right (delay shows thought. signs of insecurity with work, she doesn't want to pretend they're something of worth or value. Almost seems as if she doesn't want me to be let down by her work, but still wanted to let me know where she was.)

Lol k i'll probably head over in a bit (Showing independence and not giving absolute affirmation that she's worthy of my time but I'm willing to try to see if she's worth it.)

Goddamn i'm a freak. Why am I analyzing this? I could definitely be wrong. But I don't know.. I'm just a freak hah. I'm usually not like this, but I felt like speaking the words I did, I slightly lied but whatever, the truth always finds a way out. This was a slight example of D'Angelo's cocky funny but more strongly the ideal of being the prize that she needs to work for. Believe you will lose every woman you talk to, so there's no point in feeling afraid of rejection when you attempt to speak.