The Game Has it Right.

First a word of love.

"...love isnt like that. it's a free-flowing energy that comes and goes when it pleases. Sometimes it stays for life; other times it stays fora second, a day, a month, or a year. So don't fear love when it comes simply because it makes you vulnerable. But don't be surprised when it leaves, either. Just be glad you had the opportunity to experience it." - The Game

That being said. I've made an oath to myself. Speak to every cute girl that approaches. Not with a goal of getting together and making something out of it. But to experience what it's like. To improve myself and grow myself a pair.


So went out on the night with Boken and A. Originally we had no intentions of "sarging" but i've been sick of my life recently. I want to be fearless. I want to be able to do anything and not care what so ever of it's consequences. You only live once. Don't put a limit on what it has to give you. I worked like a machine. I began to compute random openers, step by step lines, and focused on keeping myself undercontrol. Really the first night that i've been out actually looking for girls to talk to hah. Feel like i'm a prick a little bit but..  I don't know why. Ill continue laters.