I'll try to remember all of it as best i can.
Africa is this cute girl who i find unattractive at times. She's a complete hippie in my eyes almost. She's vegan and love mother nature. She dreams one day of going to Africa and helping the poor and hungry. She says it calls to her.
She yet again is another temptress of nursing class. (the last in my class as well)
We first went out for drinks after expressing her hate for nursing and wanting to quit but not being able to due to her parents threats of " do it, or i'll fucking kick you out of the house."
Originally we walked out of this long-term care center with our entire class saying who's up for drinks!? and no one responded except me and her.
I asked her "Still up for it?"
She responds "yeah sure!"
I'm not attracted to her or think about being in a relationship with her at all at this point.
We get a couple drinks and i find out who she is. Nothing really happens between us except i show my light weight disabilities. We end up staying in her car because she thinks I'm too drunk to drive home.
The game taught me something very important: To get the girl, you have to be ready to lose her at any moment.
We talk about just everything from tape on cats to music and I end up exploring her Jeep crawling around everywhere inside. I made her laugh so hard and i loved it. I still didn't want her to be in love with me as i am now. Eventually i sober up, she goes home telling me to text her when i get there to make sure I'm okay. Leaving me to drive home, she smiles a wide smile and flickers her hand saying good bye.
Next time we drank, we went to a different bar talked about everything and firmly put out what kind of person i was. To the best of my abilities of course, i don't know who the fuck i am. If someone ever reads this and finds out: please tell me. She started to like me more and more which i loved. I started to become more inclined to be with her at the same time.
Who she is:
Bisexual, vegan, loves to exercise, loves food, loves movies, loves mother nature, wants to travel and is crazy about Disney world. Her realistic job is a holistic health care provider or nutritionist. Her dream job is owning a yoga studio and vegan restaurant.
The Second Regret.
Down the line about 4 beers. I make my fucking move.
Do you find me attractive?
Yes
Would you like to kiss me?
Yes.
We ended up at her jeep. I tell her I shouldn't. We don't. she really wanted to. She loved every moment we were experiencing of each other. She desperately wanted me to kiss her. Thinking backkk i should have. I just held her to keep her warm and she huddled around me like a cat begging for a good pet.
She was really into me and i fucking loved it. I felt little to no remorse.
The Third Regret.
Endgame, Showgirl, Africa and myself drinking at a bar after our test.
Were all sitting in a line, from left to right: Show girl, Africa, Myself, and Endgame. We get a couple shots in and i race africa in a chugging contest. She completely obliterates me. I called bull shit and we went 2 outta 3. She completely obliterates me yet again and I decided to inhale the last few ounces of beer into my lungs. I started coughing uncontrollably and tears come out of my eyes. Endgame is hysterical and took pictures to show everyone else in the nursing class.
We get drunker and drunker and apparently Africa was close to shitfaced but i didn't notice. All i felt was, Africa clawing deep into my leg like a wild tiger reaching ever so close to my pride and glory. Endgame is beating at my back like its a pinata on cinco de mayo telling me:
"FUCKING DO IT. I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF YOU IF YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS."
I'm thinking this is fucking awesome. And eventually she came to me later waiting for me outside the bathroom. A couple drunk off balanced steps towards her and were sucking face. After a few seconds of kissing, I purposefully stop and look at her walking back towards the bar, leaving her unfulfilled making her want more. We talk for a little while and the wild tiger get's fucking ferocious on my leg. The pride and glory was singing the star spangled banner at it's best. We jump outside and proceed to do what was called for. A call that had to have been answered, it was a draft for war.
The rest of the night ended up being her flipping out eventually when we got in her car. Mind you I'm still that pussy nerd who has yet to learn the advances and tactics of the battlefield, so all we did was just make out. She ended up saying we shouldn't be doing this blah blah, I kiss her on the neck to make her regret every word and moment she wasn't spending on my lips and we ended the night regretfully saying good bye. Mine genuine, hers of hesitation and apprehension.
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