Mirror

I.
Wake in the morning
Without checking to care
I know how I feel
And how it should look
So I never dare.

To see the eyes of mutant
Without a heart
Who stands undead
Without a soul
or warmth
I stare.

I find I'm still human
And that I still breathe
That I'm worth talking to
But I know id be brief
Because
I don't want to lose this moment
Where I see me
Without the sadness
Or that gasping despair
Within the endless depths of my eyes
That tells me I don't care.