About to sleep.

I wonder if she.. broke her laptop because of me.

I wonder if she really did just, get over me like that.

I mean I knew I put her through tears more times than we could count, but what I asked was just respect and patience.

She couldn't help but look for the littlest signs in trying to make me falter..



On the other hand, she'd tell me

"I'll never forget you."

I don't think she knows what life has in front of her.

She couldn't believe that I was really there for her.

I don't know anymore, but i miss her.
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I'm daft.

Short witted.

I didn't even check to see where she pours her heart into.

That should say something about me.

 But I don't know what.

That I don't care?

I do, but I don't.

Because I love her, but I don't because.. well she puts me through hell.

Hm.