I can't find this article but I need to read it. I hear it's about how being an asshole get's you girls. Which I really really fucking despise but it has to hold some truth. It's bullshit and I will never treat a girl poorly. I need to know what is, how it's done, why it works, and hopefully not lose my faith in humanity.
Also met a girl at some local restaurant. She was a pretty cute waitress and I asked her if my gay friend and I made a good couple. She seemed to be interested in me laughing a little and my friends told me I'm drunk and out of my mind. She definitely gave me some extra eye contact after that. I'm punching my self in the head for not asking for her number or at least making another move. Ah well!
I'm still thinking of Africa and hoping I can be friends but I'm not sure if it'll work. I'm hoping that reading the Deacon Effect will help me put some sense into her head. Right now, I'm sure helping her fix her life isn't the best thing for me. It makes me afraid because I'd be stirring up the emotions I desperately try to extinguish and put behind me.
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