Apart of stepwork:
How my mother treats me
Because she expects me to mess up, shes pessimistic, judgemental
Not speaking to my father
Im afraid to start conversation, its a lot of anxiety because hes close to death.
Being so easily persuaded by a beautiful girl
I cant help but fall in love far too quickly because I feel a need to have someone to care about me.
How I cant answer my phone to my friends
I isolate myself because I cant take the anxiety of speaking to people. I dont have any joy carrying conversation with anyone who isnt a woman.
How my every action only feels worth while if it gets me closer to having someone to love.
Because im dependent on another and I am too weak to be happy on my own.
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