Dream

I took a melatonin supplement to help me sleep last night here's what resulted:

I was on vacation. I took a boat to a large hotel that encompassed an entire cliff side that stretched out as far as i could see on both sides. The cliff met the ocean without a beach and it seemed that the place we were in was in some far off distant land. There was caverns carved out into the cliff that went deep into the ground. It was beautiful. There were thousands of people there. Everyone was so happy to be there. I was on a ship with over a dozen people, Mikail being one of them. We were talking about how amazing this hotel would be and how we didn't understand why everyone loved it so much.

Soon enough we got to the dock on the cliffside. We were greeted by people who had previously been staying there that somehow became apart of the hotel's staff. It seemed that they just wanted to work for the hotel after having loved it so much there. We were greeted with warm smiles and welcomes that seemed so sincere. We took a tour of the main hall and we met at the front desk where we told the secretary what our rooms were. The group we were with dispersed and as we walked down a few corridors we could see hotel rooms that looked down on us. The caverns were as honey combs in a beehive. 30 stories high with catwalks that braced each side. We were led by another individual who took our now smaller group to our rooms.

Our guide kept a warm smile and looked into the distance as if they were watching a movie that thoroughly entertained them. We pressed to call the elevator. Two people came out behind the doors of the elevator. They looked different. One man's face was stone cold. He looked like a statue and was the first person I saw that didn't have a smile on his face. He walked calm and collected like the rest of us, but his face.. it was just something of serious importance. The second person wasn't collected. They were nervous. They had a jittery skip in their step looking around as if someone was watching him. I thought of how strange the pair was and entered the elevator with mikail and the rest of the group.

We stepped out onto our floor and the guide turned around walking backwards explaining things to us. I couldn't recall everything she said, but she mentioned that this would be the most beautiful and relaxing experience of our lives. And it was true. I felt it. As we kept walking onward the guide's voice became nothing but blurred out mumbling that I could no longer focus on. There was something inside of me that was growing.. This feeling of reassurance, this feeling of happiness and being content. I felt beyond happy as we neared our seperate rooms.

One by one our group went into their rooms. I lost track of everyone around me and only followed the physical gestures of the guide. I finally got to my room as I felt drugged. I felt so fulfilled with happiness it was overwhelming. I felt as if I was stuck with heroin. I stood there looking into space as if I was watching that same movie my guide just was. I realized that we had stopped, I looked at my guide and she had her arm up pointing to my room and telling me to go inside. I apologized for being so delayed and I broke a smile and she seemed to understand.

I walked inside. The lights were off. I walked forward, and didn't care that I couldn't see a thing. I felt so reassured that I just didn't care. I took a few steps in and felt so overwhelmed I just stood there in the darkness. The guide closed the door behind me. I lost track of time.

I heard a ring, a call. My door opened by itself and I saw a few people walking outside my room. I walked back out and still felt that same happiness. I found myself walking in a single file behind everyone to a larger community room. We had food laid out for us. The hall was loud and people talked about their experiences. I found Mikail and we talked about how amazing everything was ourselves.


I'll finish writing later.

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Fuck me, I browsed through drafts and realized i never found this.