She didn't message back today. It's been a long while since i've dropped something heavy on her lap like that. I hate the days when it's rough for her. I hate it even more knowing I can't do anything about it let alone know anything about it. And then when we try to converse, well it's almost like there's no gas in the tank. She seems spent from the day and can't even carry a smile. Then I imagine she thinks of shitty times, like long ago. Then she lashes out on me. I still wish I could just hear her voice. Place another piece to her puzzle.
I'm feeling better today. missing medication is quite a step back.
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