I've been going to the gym and even without it I feel that I've a new happiness. I really noticed how happy id been when I successfully welded my exhaust back together a few days ago. I also realized that I hadn't made any true eye contact with anyone in a while. I felt scared looking t mikail in the eyes. It felt good and reassuring.
Ember I love you. I fucking hate myself. Hazlet is going to come over tomorrow.. or so we planned. I really feel hesitant.. we agreed to be friends with benefits, but I feel horrible for doing that to Ember. I told her I wanted to be single, but it seems now at this point it doesn't matter, because the only girl I want is her. Ember really has become my everything. In the past 4 days, she's only answered one of my questions and texted me 4 sentences.
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