Flicker in the Ember

I think Ember might be dead.
Or dying.

I'm finding myself thinking that she may not make it to live past the 18 days to see me.
She told me she was coming up on the 27th.

She messaged me this morning saying that she feels horrible. She messaged me saying she hasn't eaten since yesterday morning. She messaged me, I'm not vomiting blood, just black stuff. Black stuff is blood love, that's not good. You need to go to the hospital.

That was the last I heard from her over 2 hours ago. It's common for her to disappear another 24 hours.

I'm high. And i'm worried. But it's a beautiful day outside, and I'm going to enjoy it.