To most people, this just kind of.. comes. It's not even second nature, it's first nature. It's constantly on everyone's mind. At least I feel like it is. I thought about Sunchild. She's away in Portugal right now. I thought about how she is, and how she treats me. I felt a little but uh, requited. I think that holds the right meaning. She 's breaking one of my fundamentals when I'm with her. I'm pretty sure my expectations are far more then out of fucking whack. But, that fundamental she's breaking is one that I know to be very, very crucial. "Never love someone more than they love you."
I just felt like.. It was that way when we last hung out. But it was strange, because she acted so nonchalant. Idk. She didn't give me enough love back. She didn't reciprocate. She told me she put's up this wall all the time ever since her one shitty relationship.
Important things to ask yourself:
-Why should I care, when they hurt me?
Ill write later.
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