Blend

She's filled with fire.
Every word she writes is a word intended to bite and sting.
She'll tell me otherwise if I ask.
Or tell me something that's completely indirect to the subject.
I care about her I do.
But I can't help her if she doesn't want to be helped.
But then again, does she need to be helped?
She's right for being angry at me.
I do want to be with Sunchild.
But I don't know why.
Probably just for comfort and sex.
I'm pretty sure that fact is what sets her off edge.
I mean, it should.
All I want to do when I speak to her is make her happy and treat her like a loved one.
The idea of having someone you like with someone else drives plenty of people off edge.
I wonder what that says, about us.
Should we be talking the way we do, if i'm going to be off with other people here?
I hope she'll truly be happy one day, with someone else if not me.