Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Shadow

On vyvanse.

The high of vyvanse makes me feel like a fucking king. I feel identical to the guy in limitless. It's really something much similar to the way he protrays it.. at least when your on your upper end. Well Let's Begin, Shall We?

Shadow, I feel you lurking.
hear you breathing.
behind my door
I search for meaning.

Digging fingers into soul,
stealing satisfaction.
Screaming:
"There will be no satiety in your heart
While I'm still breathing."

He breaks into cancer
leaving me,
Lethargic and in stupor.

Am I never to be awakened?
As I walk with feet
standing in the room where he keeps me
As I eat a fine meal,
Searching for its taste.
As I spend time with friends
Smiling cheek to cheek, attempting to cry.
Oh dear Shadow,
won't
you
just
fucking
die?

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