Friday, May 13, 2011

I've lost my Marker.

Literally.

I use this marker to write things on my dry erase board backing to my computer desk. I keep things on it like movies i want to see, musical notes in order, the major and minor chord progressions, and most importantly and what i use it most for: telling me things i'll forget. like now i wish i could write.

don't be afraid.
what happened to confidence?
your major flaw is acceptance.

god damn i'm in such a fucking rut for some reason. I have this instinctual feeling to go back to- The feeling of course is de-fucking-pression. Everytime i'm with my friends everything is awesome. When they leave i feel like it's the end of the world. I leave the world and live in my head. And claw the fucking walls looking for someone to talk to.

I want a girlfriend.

Oh and the only fucking thing i can think of right now that would get me out o the depressed mood is beating off. Jesus the hell is wrong with me?

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