Where to begin?

Africa's road to end at a douche-bag's approval. I'm fine with it. My callus can grow deeper. A bullet couldn't penetrate my skin. She whipped out some book by Eckhart Tolle, some fuck who writes to confuse and pose intelligence to the public. His education is near impossible to back track unless i feel like giving a long distance call to the university of london. He graduated from college, but who's to say well, and with what degree? His book is about how to live life, yet he throws in spectacularly specific details of the cold war and history of communism like he was a historian.. I choose to deny all influenced information following that section.

He blatantly speaks outright saying why people love things. It's fucking idiotic and poorly thought out. He states that mankind has a natural love for crystals, gems, and flowers. What the fuck? and he says it's due to something like they're basic nature. (It's been a while since I read it, but I'm probably going back to barnes and noble or the library or something just to get riled up again.) Anyway, some people like crystals and gems because it's rare to see something so well constructed on a molecular level, some like flowers because out of all the plants in the world it's greatly different than others. They smell nice, and show a display of colors. The mind loves variety in a crowd of clones.

Anyway. Africa loves to believe what she wants to and is arrogant enough to fight outright against it. Disappointing to find that out. She mentioned douche-bag on her phone that she was texting, i said oh you guys are together again? and she said yeah, and i asked how it was going, she said great, I said really? she said yeah i found out my problem was i cared to much. so i just stopped caring. so now i don't care when he doesn't call me or text me. I gave a really confused and disapproved look, smiled and said whatever works.

I feel like there isn't one good reason why someone should stop caring about the other unless it really affects their life in a detrimental way. I mean of course i don't know to what extent Africa was harassing douchebag, but from what she told me it takes days for him to respond to her, he promises to speak to her and doesn't, says he'll do things but doesn't. Feels like she's molding herself for his wishes despite her well-being.