Im speaking to Ember

I feel.
That.

I fell out of love with her.

But how did she make me so enthralled before?

Hah. Turns out I was a fool. She was cheating on me, to an extent. As to what degree of an extent? Well, its easy to believe the fullest.

And be it im blinder than a man with no eyes but, I understand it. I understand her cheating on me.

Am I going to run in her arms? No. I dont even know if wed work out honestly. I have megan to thank for that. She opened my eyes so wide.

So what am I to do? Im going to find out if I can still love her. But its scary because how can I? Ive no money, nor anyway to contact her.

Ember may become a leaf in the wind.