As I Lone

Ill find my phone.
To check it frequently.
Once the number was dialed,
Programmed into many phones.
My inbox would have messages
That my friends would have left.
But now, no one.
Not a single soul.
Every time I peer into my phone,
I find I am alone.
But its only just.
As I realize,
Its because I do not have the energy to entertain them.
I do not have the means to give them reason to keep in contact with me; be my friend.
Ill remain stoic with a stern hard face of unhappiness until I find someone to live for again.