Aced

It's my birthday today.

breathe in. breathe out.

I feel pretty terrible because of how I may act. I feel I have to put up a show today.  Come one come all, to see the great feats of our protagonist. I'm not sure who's going to be there but I could kind of careless.

I slept for 12 hours today not wanting to wake up. Ember messaged me because it was my birthday. There's nothing she says that I haven't already heard of before. I mean, honestly she repeats her self like a broken record. Like some strange entity that's no longer here on this earth. She comes back to haunt me speaking of emotion and times that have past that were once in her previous life.

breathe in. breathe out.

Mikhail has been asking if I'm okay a lot more recently. I guess I'm letting some of myself be seen to the world. It's embarrassing. And utterly confusing at that. Because as soon as he asks not only can i portray that i'm fine, I'll feel that I am somewhat. The way I react I feel is impossible to do unless I am feeling okay.

well guess i'm crazy.