Im trying to focus on not focusing. On ember. On things that make me feel shitty. Feeling how shitty Ember leaves me, makes me think back to Tuesday. She didn't treat me well always fighting the way we did, but I still really cared about her. I feel fucked up thinking about her like a dream but im starting to think its just human nature. That love isn't something that's metaphysical. It exists where it can pretaining to conditions. Love is defined. Love is measured. Love is cold, calculated, and what some live for.
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