I'm on the floor. Looking into space. Feeling the hard surface push against my lungs when i breathe in. It feels relaxing and off putting at the same time. I wish I could just lay. I could just lay and lay and lay and lay. I wish I had someone to lay with me. To do what I wanted. Unquestioned. Is it so much to ask? To just have someone to lay with?
The question
ReplyDeleteseems
to be
derived
all from
loneliness.
Hm.
Hug a
pillow,
for me.