I need a break

My emotions are running dry.
Not you miss paranoid.
This feeling got me by the throat today.
I was doing fine.
playing games.
listening to music
having fun.
but now there's this
blunted affect.
i can't stop staring
at the cuts of light
breaking through my blinds
unto my arm.
it speaks to me
saying
bask
and
wait.
I think i need to lay down
break from reality
stop and breathe.
kiss me, won't you?