Circles

I'm laying in bed.

My life isn't terrible but I'm still hurting inside.

I feel like there's so much in my life I don't agree with.

I feel that everything is just so difficult.

I'm starting to think I'm crazy because I choose to be. That I'm unhappy because I want to be. That I choose to avoid things. I don't even know anymore. All I know is that I'm in a frying pan and I want to get out.

Am I a sociopath? Is all I want attention? Why? Is that going to get me anywhere? What happened to my goals? The things I had set in life that were to make me happy?

Why is it love will save me? How do I know its all I need?

I need to escape fear.
I need to embrace my identity.