Introspection

I mask feelings in
Drinks and fleeting pleasures
Rather facing myself in a mirror.
I hide from responsibility
As it calls for recollection
Of this man beyond the reflection.
I've become so easily shaken,
Cracking under
The weight of a feather
Only to be better
After a night of sleep
The reminiscing reminder
Of being 6 feet deep.
No names, no feelings,
No reasons, no meaning.
A place where there is
No weakness in retreating.