Who am I now?
Hah, I'm excited to see my previous posts. I've gone a long way since I last came here.
This place, it changed.
It was once a place where I wrote beautifully describing the world around me. That was brought to light by a friend and only now can I truly except it.
But where I left it?
The state of mind I was in was incredibly hard to describe.
It was shaped by eyes I wanted to avoid but couldn't stop wanting.
Even now the idea of this girl still strikes me in a lustful manner, but who she is in my mind isn't the girl that walks the earth.
I grew to learn since leaving this place that I am basic. Surprisingly, somehow, by some miraculous improbable outcome, all I needed to be happy was indeed to find love with a girl.
Happiness comes in experiencing life, not evaluating it.
I live my way of life by not placing things under a microscope. By not meticulously identifying each grain of sand to see a pattern for predicting the future. To deftly flow.
Ah all this text is innate and meaningless. I'm still learning to build emotions that leave me happy not contemplative :P
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