Heat

Buckle as I do
Because I will help you stand
Cry when you don't have to
When you lose your castle of sand.

I keep forgetting to take my meds. Days are like molecules of air, indistinguishable yet one. I can't think of the word that replaces one. I believe its definition is something to be apart of a larger system, someone do help me?

Faults

Little crow
Sweep the wind under your wing
It is not easy to fly.
Perch your feet on branches strong
Weak limbs will bend and break.
Drink from water away from others
They will stave you far.
Little crow
Grow big so you won't have to lie.

Not about anyone.

Bastion

A lack of breath
Is common hereafter.
As I become apathetic
When I write finding nothing
of what I used to.

But obviously with all my writings
Something brings me here.
To vent and displace emotion on a platter.

Alone and alone I dwindle
Circling arm in arm with disaster
Never finding what I'm after.
Is it true your arms of liberty?
That this is divine and that is destruction?
To act right separates me from my own parts.
Dividing self into a hollow case.
To gamble pries my nerves to the surface
Making razors to lips and affectionate trysts
My skin and heart know this.

I ask myself things of grave importance when I'm drunk. Its annoying because I feel things make more sense when I'm inebriated. Anxiety seems to take me over where I need to be to function properly.

But more importantly I feel lonely with out love.
I'll go to sleep thinking of you.